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Not Ready To Be Nice

Posted by Ivan Lee On 4:30 AM
I'm so f*cking pissed at some people. Why can't they just be more considerate? Am I being too accommodating that they start to take me for granted? On some other days I might have given this situation a pass but it just so happen to take place today. This f*cking day that I have so many things to worry about from pending rental issues to dumb school that don't pick up phone calls. To think that I have at least 1 week to spend in my hometown, now it seems like I might have to stay back to settle all this dumb problems. Why should I do everything and let people take me for granted? I'm just so tired of this shit.

I'm tired of smiling when I really meant to say f*ck off!

I'm tired to say it's okay when I really meant f*ck you!

Most of all I'm tired of trying to be nice when I actually want to f*cking bitch slap someone.

Maybe I'm not supposed to be nice? I don't feel like being a "nicer" person actually helps in my case as people often start to take advantage. Let me make this clear! I'm nice not because I need to, it's because I want to! Not to say I'm the "nicest" person but at least I'm trying to be as nice as possible. I don't know how long I can last. Seriously... I really hate being a B*TCH but sometimes being one makes us stronger. At least I think so. I'll admit that I actually felt happier when I'm not nice. How could this be? Like they say, the nice one always finishes last... I need time to think about it. For now, I just want to dump this shit to this blog. NO! This blog ain't a shit hole. Gowd... I feel so much better now. Well, so much for a Birthday cum Christmas post...

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      George Town, Penang
      Born and bred in Penang, my one and only home. Currently on a journey of self discovery to find a constant in life. Love my family, love my friends, but still looking for someone to love :P I'm a hopeless day dreamer (includes nightime) To know me better, follow me as I post up bits and pieces of my life in this blog... that is if I manage to update it -.-"