Yesterday was a long and tiring day. Fatigue finally caught after having only 2 to 3 hours of sleep for two consecutive nights. Things at work starts so seem so redundant to the point that my body was doing the exact same routine effortlessly while my mind starts to wonder about the motives of some people around me. Am I being paranoid? Or was my patience towards some pretentious hypocrites getting thinner. As I proceed further to uncover the many layer of mask that blankets this industry, I found myself getting more and more disgusted at reality. Are there anyone you can truly respect? People who succeed because of their own abilities and hard work, not because they are good at 'socializing'. Everyone have come to accept the fact that life is unfair but when justice is blind... that's a whole different story! Sometimes I just feel sorry for some people who did not get their fair share of recognition because some undeserving, conniving, fucking cunt knows how to sweet talk her way to getting the full honor. While that undeserving cunt deserves nothing but a six foot pole up her ass, I'm more disappointed at the so called leaders who either does not know how differentiate between genuine success and drama or decides to turn a blind eye. It's sad to see that people now a days, or at least in the industry I'm in, mostly have to resort to kissing ass to be successful. Not to say that kissing ass is wrong, it has to at least have some element of truth in it and not just simply saying something fake to make people happy.
What I just mentioned was a lot of things that happened lately that had been jumbled up. I just lost respect for some people at my working place. Perhaps I'll be more detail in the future when I'm not so sleepy arhh... *yawns*. On the bright side, I'm looking forward to celebrating one of my best pal's birthday! Can't wait to see all who's gonna be present at the dinner.
